I'VE MOVED

2009-07-30T18:31:00.001+08:00

I'VE MOVED.

2009-07-29T14:56:00.001+08:00

hohoho. what a day.

long shot

2009-07-17T20:35:00.001+08:00

Haven't been updating.
So lazy!
L.A.Z.Y

don't ever.

2009-07-09T15:38:00.002+08:00

i am a stone.
don't lose faith in me,
because one day,
i might just break out of the shell
and show you what i am made of.

new divide

2009-07-07T02:34:00.002+08:00

It was my boy's birthday! Happy right that day.

Old already.

:D

They siao. Wanna formal photo. I most cool. HAHAHA

I love you! Hope you really enjoyed it. (:

One is enough. But now, there's two.

2009-07-02T01:39:00.002+08:00

I did not update for like soooo long.
I know!
And guess what. I am on LOA.
Thanks to the PP talk.
Had a bad day though.
Thought I would be so so happy because tmr, there's no school for me.
But too bad.
Plans just get rearranged.
And faces just turned off.
But now, I am quite excited for E-Learning tomorrow. (:
I know. Dork right. \O-O/

Sometimes words are better left unsaid.

sorry love

2009-06-24T12:58:00.003+08:00

:(
Sorry baby for disappointing you once again. :(
I don't want to go there and keep sneezing in your face!
Later you blame me for h1n1. :(
Don't sad k baby boy. :/
SORRY.
SORRY.
SORRY.
SORRY.

2 confirmed cases of H1N1 in RP.
Why still don't close the school?!
But even though close right, it does not mean holidays.
We still must login LEO, do worksheet individually, hand up individually.
But, no daily grade.
WTF?
I heard from my classmate that they might ask us to redo the weeks that the school has closed.
So for example, school close 2 weeks. We at home login LEO, 2 weeks.
Then go back school, continue studying but for another extra 2 weeks!
WTF. RP miss our face so much. Must keep seeing us is it.
So stupid. .__. and they say to keep it fair that way.
That is the definition for fair in RP.

love dark dark eyes

2009-06-23T21:58:00.001+08:00

NO MORE EYELINER. :(
NO MORE DARK DARK EYES.
BUT, MOMMY FOUND ME NEW PENCILS.
HEHEHEHE.
MORE DARK DARK EYES.
LOVES IT.

i am desperately in need of..

2009-06-18T19:53:00.002+08:00

Superlytiredofschool.
Needmoreholidays.
Needmoresleep.
Needmoreexcitment.
Needmoney.
NeedtoplaywithMarisamore.
Becauseshemissmealot.
HAHA!
Hatetomorrow'slesson.
Javaisakiller.

Mybedneedsmenow.
So,
Goodnight
and
Goodbye.

holidays are precious.

2009-06-16T19:52:00.005+08:00

So bored at home!
I think i know why i so bored.
Cause usually, every tuesday, I will go out with my darling Marisa.
But she go out with her boy boy leh. So, cannot disturb.
But anywayyyyyy..
I can't wait for tomorrow!
Drive drive, swim swim and work work.
Then thursday and friday, UTs. -.-
WA SIAN.
I want my holidays back. :/
And I am waiting patiently for my pay to be in.

Bad equation

2009-06-14T01:09:00.002+08:00

Ice cream soda + Sour plums = Hard shit

I love today and I love you!

2009-06-12T22:54:00.003+08:00

HI.
Just now right!
I wanted to find my Avril Lavigne's Let Go CD in my cupboard.
But I couldn't find.
Then I came across my beloved Britney Spears's CD. HAHAHA!
In the Zone.

Then right, I remembered that got once, I was watching this ghost show on tv.
Chinese show I think. Quite scary one.
So, I was like watching, then I cannot stand it. Cause I know got something sure pop out.
Then right, I quickly anyhow take something to cover my eyes.
So, my hands grabbed this cd. Then I used this CD to cover my eyes.
Then when I opened my eyes right, I shocked.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Honestly la. This CD cover is quite scary.
Like ghost. =x
Yea. This is the story.
Abit random la. But, very funny right.
When I saw this CD just now, I was like, giggling to myself.
HAHA!

And I wanna complain about RP.
Damn sucks.
Database and Data Communications and Networking, UT already taken.
Why this coming week, still retake?
Damn retarded la. I do until so hard, then come and ask me to retake.
Like wtf? -shows the wtf handsign
Go and die RP!
DIEEEEEE.

I don't want to say goodbye.

2009-06-10T00:27:00.002+08:00

Today was such a fun day because
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
my sweetest boyfriend made me lasagna for lunch.
His mom told me that he first time help out in cooking.
Hahaha! Super sweet la.
We had a spread for lunch.
Escargots, hot dogs with cheese and fish fingers.
Thank you baby boy for helping out in today's cooking just for me!
And I really enjoyed myself today.
(:

Tomorrow is gonna be a loooooooong day for me.
Driving at 2.30pm - 3.30pm
then go home.
Work at 6pm - 9pm
then go home.
Meet the girls at vivo at 1030pm
then CLUBBBBBBB.
I hate the going home parts. :/
Damn tiring la.
I must eat before going there man. If not, x_x

I've downloaded so many movies for me to watch!
Like alot man.
I name k. I don't care.

Changeling
Confessions of a Shopaholic (Watched already. But I wanna watch again leh!)
He's Just Not That Into You
Love Matters
No Reservation
Baby Mama (Super good!)
Legally Blondes (Okay only.)
How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days (Super good. HAHA!)
The Curious Case of Benjamin Button
The Ramen Girl
The Unborn
The Uninvited
The Skeleton Key
Legally Blonde
Legally Blonde 2: Red, White and Blonde

So many right! HAHA! I can watch until siao. HEHEHEHE!

I love you,
and your family.

When the sun is beginning to set, its time for my break.

2009-06-07T00:50:00.005+08:00

Sentosa with my babes on Friday. (:
I am gonna talk and not let the pictures talk.
I don't care.

Yes. This is me and Jodie.

We look so cute together right. I know!

She is my darling leh.

Guess what she doing. She trying to aim and kiss the toe.

After shower, come to watch bird bird show.

This parrot doesn't have bird brain k.

Hawk! Damn cool please.

And Jodie volunteered to go down for the final event. So proud of her. Always trying to snatch the limelight.

Then this labrador came down. I thought he was the main event. But no. He super cute! Like Marley! He climbed onto this indian man. I think he kinda freaked out.

Then she scold him. HAHA! Cute hor.

They finding the main event in this box. Guess what is it?

HAHAHA! SNAKE! Got this woman, she 100m sprint from her seat, to the top of the stairs. HAHAHAHA! 8s. HAHAHA!

Jodie not scared one la. Scared simi? Held snake like thrice already lor. Hor Jodie.

Overall, the Sentosa trip was super fun. I didn't get tanned at all. So power. I know.
But, it was fun. (:

Today, with my another darling.

Hot ah. Not us. But the weather. ;) HAHA

I look drunk. o.o But noooo, it was taken in the bus.
Like the SPCA pushpop?

This is my favourite photo of all time. (:
Loves it. (:

The day made beautiful.

2009-06-02T01:30:00.002+08:00

Out with my darling girl girl.
To where huh?
To dhoby then go town then go cheenatown then go vivo.
Then we sasaaaaa together. Damn dumb but cute leh.

Then i pangseh her.
Go bf's house lepak at poolside.
Heh heh heh.
He mixed drinks for me. Not bad ah.
Next time go learn more then mix more drinks for me, queen S.
HAHAHAHA.

That is the temption that lure me there.

goodnight, goodbye.

2009-06-01T14:49:00.002+08:00

I am so pissed with grown ups.
They don't understand and talk rationale terms.
Even if I had to wish you, I could wish you anywhere.
Cause I know you are with me.

Work was fine yst.
One time of the day, so many customers flutter in the shop.
I panicked of course.
Cause I did a line myself. (:
YT don't teach me one. Luckily JE staff was nice enough to teach me. (:
After work, sweetie came to fetch me from work and send me home.
Thank you though I feel restless.
I appreciated it. (:

Happy birthday to you.
I don't need to show sincerity.
Because it just comes out from heart.

now is the feeling.

2009-05-31T02:02:00.004+08:00

I AM SORRY AMANDA LIM.
I HAVE TO GO TO BED NOW.
BECAUSE I'VE GOT WORK TOMORROW.
:(
HEH HEH HEH.
GOOD NIGHT TO YOU OKAY.

whoa. see you so famous now.
i even typed good night to you in my blog rather than in msn okay.
i am good right. x~~
PS: my burp smells like heavenly durians.
PSPS: and i love it.

Where the sidewalk cracks

2009-05-30T14:31:00.005+08:00

HI!
Photos post la k.
I won't talk so much. HEHE!

Frolick day with my sweets.

And then, out with my classmates. (:

Fun hor! :d
My holidays are packed with Sentosa, frog legging, gai gai-ing and working!
Speaking of Sentosa, I miss Jodie Lim Kah Yee!
:(
Okay. And tmr, I will be working at JE. SIANNNN.
My boss was like, Can you work at JE instead?
Then I was like, Yew tee better.
HAHAHAHA!
OMG! I know. I very lude leh.
But she say, Try one week at JE.
Then I okay lor. Don't wanna push my luck further.

And ~~action~~ silence speaks louder than words.

Smiling is the most genuine gesture.

2009-05-27T01:32:00.004+08:00

I love her alot alot alot.
My silly leh. How can I not love right?

(:
[:
{:
<:
Do not frown.
Who knows,
someone might just fall in love with your smile.

I am falling like I never fell before.

2009-05-20T18:06:00.003+08:00

I must study for my stupid UT tmr!
:(
Hate data communication and networking.
All the crap IP addresses and binary thingy.
I think next year, I don't need to learn this.
WOOT WOOT.
:( So boringggggzxxxxccc.
Okay bye.

Html rocks.

Everything you say
Everytime we kiss
I can't think straight
But I am okay.
So please, give me your hand.
So please, just take my hand.

Monday is no longer blue.

2009-05-18T21:37:00.003+08:00

Nabeyyyyy.
My stupid friend lied to me for the entire month.
He was like, Eh Sandra, I lied to you for the entire month sia.
Then down there, keep laughing. Nabeyyy sia.

Anyway, Monday blues was not bluey enough for Marisa and MOI!
We saaaaasaaa all the way out to school today. Fun right!
In the bus sure tired. HAHA!
I in the train, still must entertain May and her bf.
Cause suay suay, saw them ma. Then entertain them. .___.

And my silly makiyo (Shilei) made me laugh so hard during the end of my lesson.
She damn talented i tell you. She like machiam paparazzi.
Show you show you!!

My bff on the red carpet. And stop looking at my cleavage. Focus on the faces!

Out with my boyfriend to the game.
Can't believe I still pose for the paparazzi. I am nice.

Anyway, its super funny. HAHAHA!
FUNNY RIGHT. I KNOW!!
SAAAAASAAAAAAA! SAAAASSAAAA!!
AND GUESS WHAT!
Tmr is tuesday!
Loves it.

Okay bye.

It's not you.

2009-05-14T09:43:00.002+08:00

Yst was a super fun day with my loves.
My Jodie, my Marisa and my Yihan. All in one day. (:
FUN HORZ.
Photos will be posted sooooon. Once that stupid Jodie and Yihan upload the photos, then I post k.

Today's problem is jitao siao alr.
UT is coming and I don't get a single thing out of this stupid module.
First lesson, understand.
Second lesson forget first lesson.
WA CAN DIE.
DIEZZZZ.

Sigh.
Someone please help me on datebase.
:/

Save the trouble and just kill me.

2009-05-12T18:20:00.004+08:00

WASSSUP.
Marisa just went home not long ago.
She tempted me to skip school today cause she will be grouping with a girl that pisses her off.
Piss her off man! HAHA! Just piss on her.
And she kept complaining that I haven't been updating.
Now, here you go!
Updated, MEGA FOX.

I am soooo damn pissed with my PP advisor.
He doesn't reply to my emails and he doesn't give me good advices.
Fuck.
I got rejected twice. First time, he gave me advice.
Second time, just reject like that.
Just reject, like snap. Rejected.
Didn't even tell me the reason why I got rejected.
So, what he expect me to do man?
Just tell me straight in the face.
Rather than just leave me hanging there right.
And another great news.
The deadline is tmr.
LIKE WTFFBBQSAUCE.
Just kill me.

I wish MEGA FOX can just stay here. :(
We laughed like mad bitches today.
Right fugly slut? HAHA!

Sighhh.
Luckily tmr is a non school day.
Loves it. (:

LOVE MY FUGLY SLUT.

Love is like a circle.

2009-05-07T20:20:00.004+08:00

WAAAA.
BUAY TAHAN.
Have to think about PP scope. Which, I don't know what to do.
ARGH.
NEVERMIND. TELL YOU ALL ONE JOKE.
Let's say its a Marisa's joke. HAHA!

That time right, I at cine with her.
Then I told her, Star Trek is actually a real story. Like a non-fiction movie.
Then she was like, "Uh? Sure not! No la!"
Then I was like, "Serious la. -.- Bluff you for what!"
Then she like, half believe, half don't believe. But finally, she made up her mind by not believing.
If she really believed hor, I can seriously laugh my head off.
Luckily she don't believe. If not my head confirm gone.
HAHAHA! She is gonna kill me~~~~~
I not scared~~~~~

Okay la. Photos la k.
Don't so wordy la k.
Ok.
Very overdued photos. But still, this is what I promised!

Be a better person.

2009-05-04T23:41:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not updating so regularly.
I can seem to get my laptop to read my brother's camera's memory card.
I think got problem. Only my friend can. :S
Weird right.
Anyway, I had the most awesomest birthday celebrations in my 19 years of my life.
Omg or what right. I can't believe I am already 19!
And next year, 20!
I feel so old.
ANYWAY, I love all of you who made my birthday so so special!
Really, it is like, I still want to be 18 and i wanna go over my birthday again.
But still, I love my 19th. (:
I love you all for making it so beautiful. (:
And not forgetting those who wished me. (:
Thank you! :D

i miss you, you know!
(:

I am soon to be nineteen.

2009-04-30T18:02:00.005+08:00

A little overdued photo. Hahaha!

Happy birthday Ms Koh! (:

My 4 darling girls gave me this golden Lamborghini angbao. Hahahaha! Cute hor!

That Marisa so cute. Our conversation goes like this.
M: Eh you want surprise not?
C: Ya!
M: Okay! Then you hide in the corner k! Die also cannot come out!
C: HUH! Okay okay! I won't come out!
M: Must hor! If you peep, no more surprise!
C: OKAY OKAY! :D
I hid in the corner at Cine for like 15mins lor. HAHA!
People thought I siao.
But its okay. Cause the surprise turned out to be super duper sweet like her!
I love her so much! (:

I used the money to buy my new bag. HAHA!

And she treated me to macaroons! She is super sweet that day. (:

HAHA! Paparazzi.
See Marisa was seen with her Old Chang Kee lime juice and her big Calvin Klein shopping bag.

HAHA so paparazzi lor. xD
And now, waiting for the time to pass.
Then meet that toot boy for my birthday surprise.
HAHA!
Must treat me like queen hor.
Herh.
HAHA!

I love SEE to bits.

2009-04-24T23:30:00.003+08:00

Story Post

From: (Anoymous)
2009-04-24 12:55pm (UTC)

i know your secret.
i am going to tell everyone.

Copied from Marisa's LJ. The comment is obviously from me.

Phone Conversation with See Marisa.
M: Eh! The anoymous is you?
C: Huh? What?
M: He say, "I know your secret."
C: Huh. Not me la.
M: Eeyer, so creepy!
C: -Laughing silently
M: I think is my LJ hater sia. Like so lame. -continues rambling
C: -Laughing silently again. What he say sia?
M: I know your secret fullstop
C: Oh. NOT ME LA.
M: Aiyo lame sia.
C: HAHAHAHA IS ME LA. HAHAHAHAHA! SOOO CREEPY!!
M: NABEEEEEIIIII. HAHAHAHAHA
End of this funny conversation.

Marisa, I know I am cool lor.
So fun to bluff you.
And don't put 100 flies into my drink hor. :(
I scared.
HAHAHAHA!

I don't want to show you this.
Every other thing but, just not this.

Nocturnal diarrhoea is killing me.

2009-04-24T21:00:00.002+08:00

I hate having nocturnal diarrhoea for the last 2 nights.
I hate that I didn't go to school to celebrate my stead and that know chinese zakiah. :(
I am really sorry my babies.
Celebrate tgt with me la. HAHAHA!

I hope there's nothing wrong with my inside.
Cause if there is, I need to go scope again. -.-
Which cost money. -.-
But nvm, my dad pay.
But, aiya. After clubbing then say. HAHAHA!
Or should i say, after my birthday, then say. HAHAHA!

OKAY.
WHEN IS MY BIRTHDAY HUH.
WANNA KNOW MY WISHLIST?
HAHAHA!
I don't wanna tell leh.
HAHAHA!
Okay bye.

It's the start of something new.

2009-04-19T22:55:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is the start of sophomore year for me. :(
I think I am ready but at the same time, not really ready.
Another great start for me tmr is that my laptop is not back from ICU yet.
How great is that? I have to go school a little earlier to go borrow.
On the bright side, every Wednesday, no school for us. HEHE!
Happy or what?
Okay la. Wednesday will be your day k. Promise. :D

What should I wear tmr? :S
My clothes are so boring. :(
Okay, my back is killing me.
Good night. :D

Littlest things in the world that makes you smile.

2009-04-15T01:40:00.002+08:00

Had fun with you girls today.
Hang out more often alright! (:

我搞不懂　我們到底怎麼了
我想不透　我們的愛怎麼了
雨下過以後　是否　能讓什麼　復活

Awesomest night ever.

2009-04-11T09:14:00.002+08:00

HOI.
St James Power house on 8th of April. It was fun, fun and fun. The songs that night was super super nice. HAHA! Last song for the night is, guess? Womanizer. HAHAHA! Shiok or what? It was shiok alright even though there is only Jodie and her friends. It was fun. The rest of the san ba, don't last minute pangseh again lor! NBBB. lol.

First part of the night.

Hahaha! Stupid Jodie.

FUN LA. 29TH AGAIN HOR. NO LAST MIN PANGSEH HOR. KNS YOU ALL.
:(
Alrighty then. Going Changi Museum later. I think it would be fun. HOHO.

MOMMY! Kor kor call me fat.

2009-04-07T00:36:00.003+08:00

Tmr will be a boring day for me.
Nothing for me to do.
I think I shall just sleep till its time for me to wake up.
Like, 4?

I can't wait for my driving lesson. :(
So long never touch a steering wheel alr.
Later I anyhow bang how!
Tell me how how how!

Anyway, my post today will be all about the first crap that comes up to my mind.
It will be a little crappy. So, just deal with it!
Anyway, I wanna go out tmr. :(
First part of the day, anyone free? Wanna go out with me?
Omg. I sound so desperate.
Okay. I am free between 10am - 5pm. Anyone wanna go out with me?
OMG! That sounded even more desperate.
Okay fine. Not going out with anyone.
Just me, myself and my pillow. Not forgeting my bolster.
My sweet, hugable, with some smell bolster.

Okay bye.

i'll hold on to you and never let you fall.

2009-04-04T00:49:00.002+08:00

I had a wonderful time with my lovely boy today.
Even though we didn't watch Shopaholic, I did enjoy myself today. (:
I think it was a much better choice chilling in front of the sea. (:

I love him so so much.
I brighten up his day and he brighten up my day with his smiles.
I wanna spend more nights with you, just you and me, under the sky filled with stars.
Even if the world turn their back on you, I won't. Because I am your pillar of support, remember? Hahaha!
I love today. (:

cool me with an ice bag.

2009-03-30T21:28:00.003+08:00

IT SHOW MARCH 2009! :D
I know. Its a little late. Just got this photo from my boss. So, post it! :D
Had a blast during the 4 days. (:
Got my basic paycheck today. I am a happy girl! :D

Not very happy till wednesday.
I think wednesday then get the money in my bank. :(
I am super broke luh.
Sad, sad and sad. :(

Omg! Its past my bedtime! 9pm!
HAHA SLEEP TIME.

its the simple kind of life.

2009-03-29T17:07:00.002+08:00

I've been watching this for 3 days now.
Still waiting for all the episodes to be completed.
Hahaha!
:D
Okay, updated.
HAHAHA

The medicine that heals me.

2009-03-27T21:15:00.002+08:00

I am so sad and happy at the same time!
I am sad because there might not be a season 6 for Grey's Anatomy. :( It is such a great show. How can they not start a season 6. :(
Happy because there will be season 6 and 7 for Desperate Housewives. OMG! -all the DH fans go GOOGOOGAGA
OMG RIGHT! I know!
Can't wait. :D

Anyway, Jodie was damn dumb yst. Not was. She is dumb like everyday.
She bluff me yst. And I can't believe i trusted her! Like, I trusted her you know! :(
She told me that go ubin need passport. And i believed. Wtf right. :(
She keep laughing and laughing. That JIEHUI also told me need passport.
Ask me bring passport and cash. Okay la. Cash is understandable. But passport. :(
I am so dumb.
k bye.

today was a totally different thing.

2009-03-24T09:36:00.005+08:00

Finally, Amanda got her webcam and her mic. :D
Fun right, sua gu.
I have her entertaining me with her ex's news and i have my HBO at the same time. HAHA!
Life was good, yesterday.

Dear God,
Please make mommy heal faster and hope nothing goes wrong after that. Protect her from getting hurt again.
Do not make her lose her job.
Amen.
I hate him for not being there when we needed him the most.

er.

2009-03-19T20:34:00.001+08:00

FROGGIE PORRIDGE!!
ME WANT FROGGIE PORRIDGE!
ME WANT TO GET MY PAY SOON!
:(
DAMN SAD. NO MONEY.

awesomeness

2009-03-19T02:12:00.002+08:00

Back from the lovely chalet that boyfriend has planned. :D
the chalet was damn fun okay! :D
first night, damn paiseh. =x
sorry la okay. i won't drink vodka anymore. i swear.
esp vodka peach. suck big time.

thomas's specs. no lens one leh. AHHA

(:

MELVIN, ELEANOR, ME AND THOMAS
:D
No amanda cause she went home alr. :(
nvm okay. next time one more time! same chalet again! HAHA!

thanks for everything. (:

give me a chair and i'll love you forever.

2009-03-14T00:49:00.001+08:00

2 more days.
More sales for me please!
20 more hours of standing and i am stand free.

insomnia

2009-03-12T08:45:00.003+08:00

Morning people!
I seriously think I have a problem sleeping.
Slept at 1030pm. Woke up at 12.30am.
Slept at 1am. Woke up at 2.30am.
Tossed and turned till 5.30am.
Then go to bed. Woke up at 8am.
Idiot. I took 2 pills before sleeping. Also cannot. Next time take 3. -.-

Anyway, I am all dressed up for work with my new specs. HAHA!

Just waiting for the time to pass. Please let me sell alot today. HAHA!
No need alot. Maybe 5?
Please please please.
And Jodie Lim is so sweet! She wanted to surprise me in the IT show. She told me she is not working there. But, actual fact, she is! HEHE! So many familiar faces. I LIKE!

Insomnia : Insomnia is a symptom of a sleeping disorder characterized by persistent difficulty falling asleep or staying asleep despite the opportunity. Insomniacs have been known to complain about being unable to close their eyes or "rest their mind" for more than a few minutes at a time.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Insomnia

OMG! Seriously, dead shit. I can't stay asleep. I can't rest my mind. I am not suffering from depression am i? :(

untitled

2009-03-11T20:04:00.001+08:00

How is my new specs?

Please like it! :(

I wanna grow up and be a responsible child

2009-03-10T11:28:00.002+08:00

I am screaming my lungs out for this song.

Turn it up
Its five minutes to midnight
You're coming home with me tonight
I can't get enough
Shakin' me up
Turn it up
Alright, its five minutes to midnight
You'll see our name in city lights
We'll make the clock stop
Make your heart drop and come alive.

This song reminds me of the studying period for my O Levels.
I know. So dumb. I was studying for my Os in my hall, burning midnight oil, like 4am in the morning? And I was listening to this song and drinking red bull. (Don't really like the drink but I was told it gives me energy.) I kinda miss the old times. When teachers nag at us to study, when we are struggling to hand up late assignments and when we are being yelled at in the chemistry lab. It was all fun.
Old times, good old times.

PS: This part right here, i will be talking to myself. So, if you are not interested, please skip. :D
But we are all grown up now.
Responsibilities pouring in. Bigger projects to attend to.
Sometimes I wonder, in the future, how can i be a good mom?
I think sleeping is really important to me. And i can even sleep from 4am to 4pm.
And I think, nowadays, i have insomnia. I can't sleep till 4am.
It happened last last night. I was doing my practice for my ftt. Then after that, i went to bed. And the last 2 hours, literally 2 hours, i have been dreaming of the ftt questions. I went to sleep at around 12am. And then when i woke up, it was 2am. My whole head is about ftt. OMG!! I have to take like a sleeping pill to make me go to bed. :( But still, 4am then sleep. Am i dying?
Alright. Enough of talking-to-myself session.

touch me to feel if i am real.

2009-03-10T09:37:00.003+08:00

One more day to rest till i start standing for more than 8 hours.
Kinda dreading it but quite excited at the same time.

Morning people!
This is the first time i've woken up so early.
Like 6am? I woke up, had breakfast with mommy then started watching desperate housewives and grey's anatomy.
Now, feeling abit flu-ish and sleepy. :(
But i can't sleep alr. Have to meet Zue soon.

Okay dokes. BYE.
Danny and izzy are so sweet together. :(

3-8 is our day.

2009-03-08T22:10:00.002+08:00

Happy san ba day to my sweet girls. (:
Stay san ba forever k. :D
I know i would. =p

its a hairpy (marisa teach one) day.

2009-03-07T00:04:00.002+08:00

Hi all! :D
Even though I was grounded, i still went out to celebrate my beloved jie jie's birthday! HEHE!
It was damn fun. And if i wasn't grounded, i tell you, i go out havoc alr. :(

Anyway, photos time! Went out with that dumb legong, Hazirah and her bf to get her 30 muffins (cupcakes) then off to town.
Was damn early. So, decided to visit Marisa. Since I haven't visited her yet.
It was nice seeing her after so long. Really missed her so so so much! Crapped a little then have to go to Cine.

(:

Hee. Then Kbox time! Sang and eat. Eat super alot. Had alot of raw salmon and clams.
I love raw salmon. :D
San ba family photo! :D 全家副。

Kbox.

Then in the train. Wa i tell you. Seriously, alot of people were looking at us. Maybe, we will be on STOMP! HAHAHA! Headlines: 7 thick skin girls posing for photos in the train.
HAHA! WHAT MAN! Cannot pose meh hor. :( Oh ya. And the birthday girl is at the far right. :D

Happy birthday Teo Xiuying! :D
We love you!

PS: Got more photos. With that birthday girl. Must wait for her to upload. :(

i am beginning to realize.

2009-03-04T23:28:00.004+08:00

Sorry for not updating.
Got nothing to update one. :(

Okay anyway. I update for the sake of updating.
Cause later people think my blog die alr. :(

I think during this holidays, many things have happened. Be it good or bad, I've seen it.
And from all these, I've grown to become more mature, more understanding and more a whole new person. I guess, life is like that. When there's an obstacle ahead, try to overcome it and if you've failed, don't fret. Stand up and try again. Even though, life has no reset button, life gives you opportunities to learn and understand things. And i've understood many things. And this is the beauty of living in a chaotic world.

hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehhehe

2009-02-25T18:26:00.002+08:00

GPA 2.5.
HAHA!
Can go OCH everyday after school already.
No, during school.
HAHAHA!
Okay, I am joking. Mommy say cannot always go there. If not they follow me home and sleep with me. :(

OKAY HI.
Um, Hi.
Er, my girls cancelled out on me for the meeting.
Damn saddening right.
They don't want me alr.

Aiya, I feel like blogging, but don't know what to blog.
Later must go church, cause Ash Wednesday.
Must put ash on our forehead. Cool right.
Like coooooool.
OKAY LA. I DON'T WANNA BLOG ALR. BYE

where is that talent agency?

2009-02-23T00:12:00.003+08:00

I had this for dinner today! Wondering why this *picture got purple color substance on the patty? Cause my cousins and i, put grape jam in our McChicken. HAHAHAHA! cool hor. xD

*If you are wondering that if you can find this cute picture in google, you can't. Cause i draw it all on my own k. HAHAHAHA! K i know. I am too free.

I need to bring my laptop to go repair! ):
My line in for my mic spoilt. And my built in mic also spoilt. Damnit. ):
Need to go bring go repair. Just force Amanda to go with me. Muahaha!

Yay! Tmr meeting pok at wm to pass me my sims stuff. Then, we are gonna gossip like crazy. HOHO! Then meet Jodie at 4pm for walk in interview at TOOT. Not gonna disclose the job scope and the location first until I got the job. HAHA! :d

I better go sleep soon. Or watch some movies. Cause i really need some entertainment before sleeping. So yea.

And to Mr Ridiculous,
I know you don't like my advice but i just want you to take a few minutes to read through this. And if you think its stupid or useless, then by all means.
If you have enough trouble at home, stop creating trouble for yourself. Start growing up and realize that the D word is not a play word. (I know you will think that you are not kidding and seriously thinking/attempting of doing it.) And if you think that can solve everything, then go ahead. I am actually quite tired of hearing those things you said just now. And FYI, i've think about doing that a few years back. Who doesn't? (You can ask me what I've think about doing.) But too bad, I have grown out of stupidity and start living in real world. So, I wanna ask you a few questions. When will you be back in reality? When will be brave to face all the obstacles in life that will be poured out to you? When will you be able to pull yourself together to be able to see that this world, it is actually beautiful.

I like company.

2009-02-21T23:43:00.003+08:00

I am so bored everyday.
I can't find anything to do.
I don't have any objectives for the day anymore.
):
At home, I only watch Grey's Anatomy, TV, more Grey's Anatomy and play games.
Like wtf right.

And the only time I could talk to myself is when I blog. Cause nobody can judge me or say i am crazy. So, ya. I like to talk to myself. Talking to myself is good.

I am so so so bored. ):
I can't stand that I can't look forward to the day.
I need something to look forward to. But its too far away. ):
Argh.
I hate it that I don't have a job.
I hate it when I have nothing to do and start to stone.
I hate it when I have no money and I can't go out. ):
I hate it when we start to drift apart.
I kinda hate holidays.
But, I kinda love them too. ):

Tell me what to do please?
Someone, anyone. ):

At least, people with jobs can wake up and have something to look forward to. For example, the money they earn for the day. But for me, I can't. I AM SO DEPRESSED RIGHT NOW.
Someone just kill me, please. x_x
Okay, I just killed myself. See, x_x
DIED. x_x

Lay your hands on me.

2009-02-21T20:08:00.001+08:00

Grey's Anatomy rock.

happy virgin day

2009-02-14T14:19:00.001+08:00

Today's the day, tomorrow's the big day says:
valentine's day is also happy V(irgin) day
Today's the day, tomorrow's the big day says:
hahaha
♥ Cassandra ; it's a beautiful lie. says:
yay
♥ Cassandra ; it's a beautiful lie. says:
its my day
Today's the day, tomorrow's the big day says:
lol
Today's the day, tomorrow's the big day says:
where u gg?
♥ Cassandra ; it's a beautiful lie. says:
go celebrate my virgin-ness

Happy virgin day to all virgins!

in the photobooth.

2009-02-11T23:43:00.002+08:00

Dinner with my san ba excluding Yiwen and Xiuying.
But photos with my sweet Jodie first.

I know its a bit blur, but I love this girl to bits. (:

insomnia

2009-02-11T00:35:00.002+08:00

I shouldn't be waking up right now. I won't be able to go back to sleep anytime soon. :/

Plus, tmr I've to wake up super early.

Anyway, went out with Bestie today to Westmall.

See the phone that she want.

Actually, it is the same phone that I got.

Hehehe! We will be having the same phone! Cool or what!

Went to watch a movie, The Wedding Game.

Omg, I laughed like a mad cow.

With Bestie around, confirm laugh non stop.

And I had Churros! :D

Finally! My cravings are answered.

Met up with Boyfriend later on. Then, went home.

I think a cup of warm milo will be good for me right now.

And tv. Tv is a must.

Hee! (:

he doesn't answers all the time, but you know, he is listening.

2009-02-09T18:11:00.002+08:00

HI!

I will be talking a little on Desperate Housewives and if you don't watch it, I suggest you go to the next paragraph. :B
Have been watching Desperate Housewives Season 5 and I am desperately waiting for more episodes to be aired out! :/ And I am superly happy that Carlos regained his sight! And Gabby was so so so so so sweet! She sold all her jewellry, shoes and her clothes just to support the whole family. ): And I want Mike and Susan to be together! Damnit. Why they always break up one! They were so happy together lor. And then that Dave Williams guy, omg leh. He is so so scary. :/ I want more episodes! I very slowly watch DH S05 alr lor. :/
Nevermind. Still got Grey's Anatomy. Hee! (:

Okay. just now I tried painting my nails. Cause see like so ugly. Like some, fade off alr. So ya, wanna make nice nice. But I paint not nice. Sad.
Anyway, driving was fun just now. Jodie, I didn't bang onto anyone. But if i see you, I bang you ah. HAHA! No la. Cannot bang you. Cause I promised you that you will be the first one to ride in my car once I got my driving's license. (:
A promise, is a promise. :D

OKAY! I think I gotta go out soon.
KAY BYE.

Updated alr la.
Say me lazy somemore!
HAHA!

the night was indeed young and cold at 3am.

2009-02-07T12:54:00.003+08:00

Whoo! I am back from chalet!
Really had a great time at the chalet.
But when the clock strikes 3, it was scary and boring. ):
Melvin, Marisa and me can't seem to fall asleep. :/
So, we walked around the house, walked to the beach but it wasn't open.
And then, HAPPY NIU YEAR! HAHAHA!
Marisa and I keep saying HAPPY NIU YEAR in the room and try to wake people up. But still, cannot. Then went to steal sparkles and played. Nice hor. :D

Came home, just died on the bed till 5plus.
Super hungry for food. I only ate dinner for yst leh! POWER NOT!
I think I power.
K anyway, I gtg.

Ppppoker face, ppoker face. -shake shake

And I am truly sorry for what I've said and done.
You know I don't mean it.

Catch my disease.

2009-02-05T02:10:00.002+08:00

I know I am very random right now at 2.13am.
But I miss my boyfriend alot. :/
Not because he can't make it to the chalet and I will be all alone.
But, its because he sent me this old chinese song, which made me think how much he has love me. :/
And sometimes, I will be so unromantic and spoil the whole atmosphere.
And this phrase, he chose it from the song and msned me.

就算有一天爱会变少人会变老，就算没告诉过你也知，下辈子还要和你遇到。
Even if one day, people grow old, love grew lesser, even if I didn't tell you so, but you knew, my next life, i would want to see you again.

In chinese, its much more sweeter and more sad. :/
Like one day, we'll grow old and we still love each other so much like how we used to.
That song really made me think.
Thank you for being there for me whenever I needed you.

I've fallen so deep for you.

I love gatherings like that.

2009-02-02T00:39:00.002+08:00

HI! Today was a fun day because I am $70 richer!
Went for 2 dinners. One at Great World City, the other one at North Canal Road.
:D
I earned $70 at Great World.
Guess how I earn?
BY EATING
I ate 2 red bean soup with dumping ball, 2 almond biscuits, 1 chestnut cake and a piece of fish.
1 red bean soup, $10 then the other one $25. 2 almond biscuits and 1 chestnut cake, each $10. And the piece of fish, $5.
Total, $70.
I seriously wanted to vomit when I was eating the $25 red bean soup.
OMG!
That was just the first dinner. My brother earned $75 and my other cousin earned $35. Not bad huh. (:
2nd dinner, didn't eat much. Had a few bites and gave it all to my cousins. HAHA!
But overall, I had fun. (:

29th January 2009, Friday
Spent time with my girls in town after going to Kelly Services.

This one look so natural.

OKAY BYE.

AND WEINA SUCK.

SUCK BIG TIME. ):

shut up and let me go!

2009-02-01T01:18:00.002+08:00

HAHA! Stupid Weina so stupid. Really blur and dumb.

She looking through the BBDC website on when to book the date for ftt practice.

Weina ; Eh! Why the page cannot appear one!
Cassandra ; Eh! Add me as friend in bbdc.
Weina ; Huh can meh! You do for me!
Cassandra ; HAHAHA! You think bbdc friendster ah. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Weina ; Idiot. Don't disturb me la! Later I lost my $2!

----End of conversation----

SO FUNNY RIGHT. I keep laughing.

untitled

2009-01-31T12:26:00.004+08:00

Good morning!
:D
I am at my boyfriend's house, bai nian. HEHE
He so idiot. Watch batman cartoon.
So lamb lor.
:D

Yst's outing was uber fun!
But my legs are killing me cause i stupidly wore heels.
Clever idea, Cassandra.
Met Jodie, bf and han for dinner.
Jodie is still so dumb. HAHA! Forever one.

Then went home play L4D!
The people I played with, so dumb.
Buay tahan.
All wanna chiong then chiong also not smart chiong. They chiong, never turn behind see where are their team mates one. :/
So, end up, played awhile, then don't wanna play alr. ):

Alright. I am super hungry now.
And aunty cooked porridge i think.
Smells so nice.
HEHE! I GO EAT ALR. (:
I love my boyfriend but he loves me more. HAHAHA!

the house which has a color. And its red.

2009-01-30T12:29:00.003+08:00

Morning!
Going shopping with Zakiah and Marisa today.
I don't feel like using my angbao money.
But too bad, need to use. :/
Whenever I take out money from my big angbao, my heart will break abit. ):
Yst, took out 5 pieces of $2 notes, broke 5 times leh my heart. ):
Okay never mind about me. XD

Yst, stupid friend told me aloha loyang is just behind red house.
Damnit.
Why must all the chalets located near haunted places? :/
Please don't go red house I tell you all ah.

Okay la. I better go bathe.
Later I late, then they complain. xD
K BYE.
WHOO! My brother come home alr. :D

a choice i would have to make

2009-01-28T16:41:00.003+08:00

You can say what you want
Play it cool if you like
But you are identified.

HI.
I am so effing bored.
And I finally found a blogskin I like. (:
The skins I used, must have title, date, time and archives.
HEHE!
So yeap. All there.
And of course, must have a good picture luh. (:

Afternoon woke up, ate CNY goodies. Until now, not hungry.
Power uh! :D

Sometimes, I don't know if I should give in or just be stubborn.
Whenever I give in, people will take advantage of me.
And when I stay strong on my stand, people will think that I am a troublesome kid.
It is just too troublesome to have 2 dinners on the same day.
Who would have 2 dinners in a day?
-.-

Happy Chinese Niu Year 2009

2009-01-26T13:25:00.003+08:00

Got up at 12plus and then got ready till now.
HEHE!
So excited! Gonna get lots of angbaos and see my pretty cousins. (:
Oh ya. HAPPY CHINESE NIU YEAR. XD
Niu, get it? Niu?
Okay fine. I haven't go wish my mom and dad yet. So, haven't got their big big angbaos.

Sorry that I haven't been updating.
I think I want to change my blogskin again.
Cause this blogskin, like look here look there, only blair nice.
HAHA!
So ya. I think I can change it ~~now~~. XD

OKAY!
HUAT AH!
IF GOT GAMBLE, WIN WIN WIN AH.
:D

i want to do that again

2009-01-18T14:27:00.002+08:00

HEHE! I have been playing Left 4 Dead! So fun lor. Shoot the zombies' head. xD
And yes, I haven't been updating. Been really lazy luh. :/
And when I wanted to update in class, Leonard and Eugene keep disturbing me.
So, I didn't want to update alr. Spoil my inspiration.
HAHA!

Okay. Now, I let you see some screenshots of this game k.

See, all come after me. Cause I am the attractive Zoey. HAHAHA

Can see the pontianak inside not? I don't dare go so near ah.
She one slap me, I fall on the ground alr. ):
Next time take one closer one k. Then can see her scary face.
She makes those crying sounds one. So scary lor. ):

See my friend, let the boomer spit mucus at him. HAHA!
And then, the monster will be attracted to him.

SEE! So many monsters climbing in the window.
Siao one lor.

HEHE! Nice right.
L4D Graphics all power one leh.
HAHA!
And I can't wait to play with my classmates. HEHE!
Sure fun! (:

One more week till the longest school holidays.
10 weeks of holidays for me.
But of course, I won't be shaking my leg for every single day.
I will be working my ass off and save alot alot of money till my bank overflow.

16th of January, Friday
This day was a fun day because Eugene Chong Shuo Wen brought us to many places in the East.
First location, OCH.
I think this was the climax of the whole trip because I've never been to OCH.
So, this experience was enough for me alr.
When we went in, I was already quite scared alr. Then they suggested to go upstairs.
OMG LEH! Upstairs got doors slamming and chairs moving lor. NB
I damn scared to even go up lor.
Luckily we left and luckily I chickened out because, when we got into the car, a police car came.
HAHA! SEE! I saved you all! (:
And then we all realized that their class chalet will be located just below OCH.
OMG!

Then next, we went to see aeroplanes. HEE!
It was quite nice and peaceful there. Seeing planes taking off and landing was nice. (:

Then next, went to have ice cream then we go see nice big houses in the east.
The houses was like siao one lor.
I'd never seen houses so big before. I only see it in my SIMS game.
Its like a dream to stay in those big houses. And that dream, will never come true. HAHA

Then after everything, Eugene sent us back to school then I went to have frog leg porridge with mommy. HEHE
Nice leh. :D

Alright. Shall end here.
Later go grandma's house, got crab to eat.
WHOO. :D

pictures post la

2009-01-09T09:46:00.002+08:00

HI!
So long never update.
Anyway, here is the update.

I didn't go class that day but i went to school and then later on, met Jorene the pok. HAHA

Driving was fun yesterday!

I learnt how to turn turn turn and go down slope, go up slope at gear 1.

HAHAHAHA! EASY LA. No need to change gear.

HAHAHA! LALALALA

Cassandra Kwok reporting for duty!

2009-01-02T03:06:00.005+08:00

Seriously hate RP's system.
I want to change my password cause my password is going to expire.
Wa, then cannot change. Cause they say I not admin.
WOW. Obviously I am.
Nevermind.
So, I never change.
Then, wanna login LEO,
NB cannot log in.
Somemore now school holidays. Who will freaking go back to IT Helpdesk to fix this stupid problem.
So, whenever I wanna login to LEO,
I must reset my password. Then the stupid RP thing will sms me my new reset password.
Always must do that then can. nb. -.-
Irritating.

31st December 2008, 11.59PM
Brother and friends countdown party at my house.
5, 4, 3, 2, 1. YAY HAPPY NEW YEAR.

1st January 2009, 4AM
Brother and friends: HAHAHAHA YA HAHAHA HAHAHAHAHA
Me: WTF. -Go take ipod from room
Brother and friends: Eh eh! His sister come out alr! Lower down lower down!
Me: (:

1st January 2009, 6.30AM
Woke up and went to bathe. Barely caught any sleep last night because of his friends.

1st January 2009, 8AM
Met Yihan and off to work we went.
First day for me and I had a rather slack day. HEHE
Lucky me. But I was very very tired because I barely got some sleep.
Jodie also didn't sleep. Ton outside with friend.
Ton somemore. HAHA!
And look at this cool thing. My uniform.
So cute right!

My uniform very big lor.
Cause i not so fat, not so slim.
So, have to wear guy's uniform, size S la.
My breast there very tight la. HAHAHAHA!
CUTE HOR CUTE HOR CUTE HOR!

1st January 2009, 2.50PM
*PIC, Angel: Aiyo so little customers today. Must kick people off.
Jodie: ME ME ME! I wanna go home!
ME: YA ME ALSO! I barely sleep also lor. My brother la. Party at home.
Angel: Aiyo poor thing. K la. You 3 can go off at 3!
Jodie & Me: WA YAY!

But we only left at 3.30pm. Help out with the rest to clear buffet brunch before we left.
We so nice hor. HEHE!

1st January 2009, 5.40pm
Got home, surprised my mom cause I so early come home. Then slept till 11plus. HEHE
Was very very tired ma. ):

2nd January 2009, 3.26AM
I can't sleep now. HAHAAHA!
I miss so many people now. Esp my boyfriend.
HEHE! I so hope that I can go Beijing with you la! That will be so so so fun! :D
And sorry Marisa that I always reject you. ):
School reopen, give you hot kiss k.
HAHA!

Happy belated new year to all! (:
My resolution for this new and exciting year will be..

Earn as much as I can earn and save it in my bank. (Try not to be a shopaholic.)
Go to school everyday. I won't even allow myself to be late for this 3 weeks. (But when the new semester starts, try not to skip school too much.)
Be a filial daughter
Try to dig out time for boyfriend this year. (That will be your resolution also hor!)

Yup! That is it. (: And now, I must try to sleep if not later pimples and more bigger eye bags start appearing. Goodnight!

One more thing!
I don't have to work tmr! HEHE! Thank you Melvin Ha and Yean shin! :D

*Person In Charge

Goodbye 2008 and welcome 2009.

2009-01-01T07:28:00.003+08:00

Merry new year to all!
I only caught an hour to sleep and that's it.
My brother's friend came over to party and they caused a racket and thus, no sleep for me.
And now, i have to go work.
Argh. Super tired now. But no choice. Who ask me so money face. ):

17s is not even a length of a decent kiss.

2008-12-29T21:28:00.006+08:00

HI ALL!
Its just days away till the new year.
And I can't wait for the start of 2009.
I really hope it would be a better year for all of us!
Be it school or relationship, it must be good. :D

I passed my btt! :D
Yst, called the driving instructor to book timing and then, start to drive!
Whoo!
Have to wait for my dear cousin to finish her btt before I can book my ftt.
Promised that I would wait for her together to do the fit.
So, a promise is a promise.
After 10 feb, then can book ftt.
AHAHAH!

My latest love is Grey's anatomy.
But sad, season 3 cannot convert and put in my itouch.
So, i must faster watch!
And guess what! Heroes season finale alr!
And still got Season 4. HAHAHA
POWERR.

Alright. I never go out, never camwhore.
So, no photos kay. AHHAHA
K BYE.

I want to be with you on the last day of Christmas.

2008-12-26T01:18:00.004+08:00

Merry Christmas!
I had a great celebration on Christmas Day.
(:
Relatives bought me so nice presents!
That cousins of mine, bought me bra and panties. HAHAHA!
So ass. But still, I need to use it.
Then, my aunty bought me Lancome's perfume, Miracle.
And I got a Charles and Keith handbag.
WOOT! Great Christmas this year. (:

Guess what!
I watched Little Nyonya with them today.
And surprisingly, I find the show quite okay.
HAHAHA!
I hated the show one okay!
So, its nice la k.
HAHAHA

And guess what again!
I am studying for my BTT at this hour now.
WOW.
Test is later, I studying now.
OMG.
I can go and die.
If I fail, I am not surprise.

And alright luh.
I better go study. ):
Sucks to do things at the very last minute.

Seven, six, six.

damage case

2008-12-23T20:15:00.006+08:00

Went to meet Amanda together with her mom and brother at Westmall.

They did a little shopping.

And my godma is so cute can.

Went into Beauty Language and asked the sales person whether they have Britney Spears Fragrance. They do, but the old one. Not very nice smell.

Even she also don't like the smell. So, she keep asking me this nice that nice but still, not as nice as Britney Spears's Believe. HAHA! So, in the end, she didn't get anything but she gave me a big ang bao. HEHE

Thank you Godma. (:

Went to Macs after that then webcammed with that Mandy.

She likes my webcam.

Best friends for like, 9 years and counting. (:

Hee. Thanks for always being there when I need you.

After she left for her dental check up, I was all alone in that cold Mcdonalds for 3 hours till Mommy came.

I was so bored. So, camwhored la.

Bored la. See my face, can see is bored face hor. HEHE.

Just now, i went to trim my hair myself.

SO LONG RIGHT! Cover my eyes alr!

But like no difference.

HAHA! Don't care. Got difference for me can alr.

K done. I wanna shit now.

So, bye.

look me in the eye and say the 3 words that I've longed to hear

2008-12-22T23:55:00.003+08:00

You know I won't do such things to you ever again.

And today I realized that I have broken it before and now, it is hard to have it back.

But I know you would try.

I too know that apologising won't help.

But I've changed,

And it is you, who have changed me.

So, will you give me one more chance to prove to you that I am true?

I am not her.
I am different.
Sorry is not the hardest word.
Meaning it is the difficult one.

Home sweet home.

2008-12-19T13:03:00.002+08:00

HELLO!
I am home from chalet! :D
Not today, but yst.
Was very tired to update yst. So, update today also same la!

Chalet was fun fun fun.
Aiya, it will always be fun with the usual people around!
HAHA!
When I came home, super tired!
Seriously, I was stoning the whole day until at the end of the day, I woke up and played with my girls. HAHA!

Sorry that I didn't entertain you 2. ):
Cause I very tired luh. ):
But you 2 can entertain yourself also la. HAHA!
Machiam own house. Go my kitchen, cook chicken, take chocolates, take sweets. LOL
Very self service.
And Marisa, Happy one month! AHAHA!

And to you, happy 25th month. (:

my boyfriend has a stupid face.

2008-12-15T23:08:00.004+08:00

HI ALL. :D

I am going chalet tmr! :D
HAPPY NOT. I AM SO HAPPY AND EXCITED CAN!

I think I've packed all the things I need already.

And the bag is heavy lor. ):

During noon time, boyfriend came my house to lepak. HEE!

We took quite alot of photos but I only post some la.

Siao ah. Post all.

And these are my favourites. (:

#2

#3

#5

#6

He forever stupid face. HAHA

Then after camwhoring, he accompanied me to IMM to meet the girls and the sponsor, Melvin Ha Rui Ming to shop for chalet stuff.

Before meeting them, head to pepper lunch to have our lunch.

Then send him off to bus stop.

Sorry that I have to ditch you again. ):

Shopping was fun as we don't have to pay for anything.

The sponsor paid all.

THANK YOU!

$177 is the total bill.

But wait! The shopping list is not done yet.

We will have to go down to the chalet to get more stuff.

And again, the sponsor pay. HAHA!

THANK YOU LA. :D

Aw, tmr going chalet.

Gonna have lots of fun!

But at the same time, I am gonna miss some things and some people. ):

#1: MOMMY

#2: YOU LA YOU LA. HAHAHA!

#3: LAPTOP

18th, I will be back.

Potluck lunch cum dinner k, girls. (:

Oh ya! Tmr, i will be heading to Amanda's house like so early in the morning!

You better wake up lor.

Alright.

MISS ME WHEN I AM GONE. (:

Toodles. (:
and, i love you. (:

i don't want it to just stop right here.

2008-12-14T00:32:00.003+08:00

HEHEHE! Not yet 7th month la.
And I know, I look like ghost can.

BBQ was fun. But I was sticky and smelly.
They all la. Play cake. And my hair got it the most. ):
So sticky.
):

Oooh! And I played 21 points.
Guess I win or lose?
That Marisa say I lose. She is such an ass! =x
I won la! I am like the queen of gambler. HAHA! I wanted to type glamber.
Total winnings, $80. $10 Melvin take cause he sponsor us money to gamber and if lose, he pay. If win, he take $10. Then the $70, for the 3 girls. Jodie, Yiwen and me! :D
Each $23. :D HEHE! HAPPY HOR!
Go BBQ also got money take.
Anyway, I think my luck today very good. Like when I first sit on the chair to play, get straight, Ace and King. HAHAHA! BAN LUCK! WHOOO!

Then later play food.
Loser have to eat food.
We played Zhong Zi Mi Ma. Like someone choose a number, type it in the hp as evidence then ask all of us to guess. Who guess correctly, eat. HAHAHA!
Yea man. I think i lost 3 times.
Ate fried rice, Otah and Satay.
Super full can. :/

Overall, I had fun. (:
Happy birthday Huiling!

Why stop right here?
Don't just ask for the sake of asking,
because I don't just answer for the sake of answering.
I want you to know.
And I want you to be interested.
I want you to be my best friend.

what is this post about?

2008-12-13T14:48:00.003+08:00

BBQ TIME
BBQ TIME
BBQ TIME

COME HOME LATE TIME
COME HOME LATE TIME
COME HOME LATE TIME

BAD MOTHER DON'T LET ME USE HER TOILET
BAD MOTHER DON'T LET ME USE HER TOILET
BAD MOTHER DON'T LET ME USE HER TOILET

K BYE
K BYE
K BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I am so loving my class.

2008-12-12T23:03:00.006+08:00

I wanna thank Natasha for writing this postcard for all of us. :D

She so sweet hor. Wanna see what she write give me? HEHE!

Don't want? Don't care. I still type out. xP

"My dearest Zhiying
Always the bullier in class, like never ending one lol. So here is the much awaited holidays that we've been looking forward. Here's wishing you a merry christmas and a happy new year.

;Nat"

HAHA! Still call me Zhiying. Zhiying for you to call ah.

HAHAHA!

But still, love you k! And I purposely take this photo to thank you leh.

And wondering why I at home still don't remove makeup?

Not because I so vain until wanna sleep with it hor.

Is because my mom in the toilet ma. HEHE! So, must wait.

So, while waiting, shall camwhored abit.

Kill 2 stones with 1 bird.

OMG! Wrong!

Kill 2 birds with 1 stone. Nb. How to kill 2 stones with 1 bird.

Today's lesson was boring but class was fun.

Played CS but that siao ZL, always kill me. But I got kill you twice or thrice before! HEHE! Pro hor. But later keep dying. So ya.

Eugene scared me with his ghost stories and we camwhored like nobody's business with 2 new students, Zakiah and my stead, Marisaaaa. HAHAHA!

My W15P. (:

3 more weeks to go and we are off to year 2.

So, will be going school everyday! Cause if I don't, I am afraid that I might retake modules. ):

And Eugene will scold me. HAHA!

So yes! Go school and cherish these 3 weeks k.

And I can't wait for my activities to get started.

YEAAA BABY. CHALET. :D

And stead, Potluck lunch hor. HAHAHA!

Oh ya. My stead was so cute today. (Aiya okay la. Everyday also so cute.)

She wore long sleeves with her cute little slippers! HAHA!

And she so funny today!

The conversation starts like this k.

Marisa: WHOA! I finishing class at 3.15pm!

ME: WTH! SO MEAN SO MEAN SO MEAN!

Marisa: What so mean?!

ME: Cause you all get to finish early and we don't!

Marisa: OH. Then I have to walk out by myself? ):

ME: Er don't know leh. You wanna wait for me meh!

Marisa: But if i walk out alone, means i don't get to see you anytime soon! ): So sad!!

ME: OMG!! YA! ): OMG!! SO SAD! ):

So cute hor my stead. But really sad k. ): But luckily, we got to walk out tgt and i accompanied you to AMK then i sit super long train to queenstown!

Woodlands -> Dhoby Ghaut -> Outram -> Queenstown

Cool or what? See! Me so steady hor, stead. HAHAAHA!

K la. So long post already.

Later people say i so long-winded. ):

k bye.

What a day.

2008-12-12T11:23:00.002+08:00

Science is boring today.
Feeling so sleepy. Waiting for 2nd breakout to come.
In about 37mins left. ):
I so wanna take out my camera and snap snap snap! :/

Today is the last day till the 3 weeks of school holidays! (:
Don't have to do problem statements, don't have to listen to facis and don't have to write RJ.
Happy not!
I am happy! (:

And I am not participating in class.
So tired and boring. :/
I wanna play CS now! :D

It is a season for activities.

2008-12-11T18:41:00.004+08:00

CASSANDRA SAYS HI in Lot 1's Macs

Having the holiday mood now but school was still uber fun!
Boring luh. I even did my super super long RJ and submitted it already
Mommy is still not here yet.
And I am having so many activities for the holidays.

Picnic with my girls.

Chalet with Sanba

Christmas activities with relatives

Christmas activities with cherries.

Kbox with my lovely classmates

Gossip with Shilei

Last but not least, go out with my boyfriend.

Damnit. Haven't been spending quality time with my boyfriend since he is back from his M'sia camp. I am sorry alright. :/ But we shall go out on the 760th day. (:

Did I mention? School was uber fun! We had pizza party with W24R usual people.

And my class sabo me to sing song infront of them. NBB! LOL! I didn't sing la. So paiseh. Who would? :/ Next time kbox then can hear my beautiful voice alr la. HAHAHA! Oops..I did it again.

Alright. I am having my sixth sense that my mom will be arriving any minute now. So, I have to stop blogging! :D

Kay toodlesssss! (:

Psst! The mcdonald boy thought it was mine. I didn't even buy anything but i used their seat and table to blog, rj and camwhored. HOHO! Solisss.

feed me with gossips.

2008-12-09T22:20:00.001+08:00

Dear God, the only thing I asked of you

Is to hold him when I'm not around

When I'm much too far away.

For the 750th time.

2008-12-09T19:51:00.004+08:00

Just came home from CWP.
Was late meeting my boyfriend. He angry la.
But when he saw me, then not angry alr. AHAHAHHA
omg or what.

Omg. During dinner time, when he eating, he counting.
Then i was like, what the hell is he counting.
The months, the days. Then i thought he counting his own thing la.
Guess what he counting! Guess guess!
Sure cannot guess one.
He counted our days spent together.
Omg. First time so sweet luh you. (:
750days together.
And i told him, "I've endured 750days together with you. Happy not"
Then he give me that face. -.-
HAHAHA!

750days is alot.
Seriously, i did not expect that many days with you.
But it was all worthwhile. (:
Thank you sweeeetie.

You said i always treated you like shit.
I am sorry and i don't mean it okay.
So, forgive me?
And i want to spend more days with you than just 750days. (:
I love you. (:

mooooolahh

2008-12-08T21:01:00.003+08:00

WA! My pimple is so uncute can. ):
Please make it go away.
I don't want this family member already. So irritating.
Stay so long. ):

Tmr dinner with stupid boy.
He say wanna try the biggest stacker in BK.
Omg! I got show to watch! See how he puke out the whole burger into liquid. HAHAHAHA

And tmr got ut.
Hope that Natasha don't be late again.
Buay tahan her one leh. Always late! =x
I can dedicate one post for you ah. If you late again!
Marisa and me will dedicate one post for you. HAHAHAHA!

Have to cut down on my nabeys.

2008-12-08T02:27:00.003+08:00

GOOD MORNING LOVELIESSSS. HAHAHA!
HOHOOO!

I am still not asleep yet! :D Cool or what!
The whole day, I just slept for 5hours? Cause yst i slept at 4am then my mom woke me up at 9am. Cause she can't find one song. WAAAA so what right. Disturb my sleep.

And I've just finished watching Fear. Quite nice ah the show. But it is a 1996 show.
It is nice so I watch la. HAHA!

Oh ya. Yst went Christmas shopping. My mom and me power or what.
We shopped for all my cousins' presents already! And I helped to wrap!
I can go work at the Watson there, help people wrap presents one. HAHA!
Cannot la. Will stress. Cause the customers all stand there and look at you wrap.

I seriously need a job luh!
Please please please! I want a job! ):
But don't know what job good. HAHA! Who wanna employ me, 3 weeks?
:D I WORK!

AIYAAA. OKAY.
I better go sleep.
And today is Hari Raya Haji! :D
Selamat Hari Raya Haji!

I was made for you

2008-12-05T22:06:00.002+08:00

I am so so so dead tired.
Haven't been eating till this dinner.
Without food, you will really become like a dead person luh. ):

Sorry Xiuying jie jie, for giving you the tired face throughout the day. ):
Super tired. We shouldn't be going out on a school day man. HAHA!
But seriously, i can't wait for the chalet. So fun so fun so fun!
Hope Jodie won't hog the whole entire bed again. xD

Don't really have photos today. Cause I not so vain leh. HAHAHA!
And I wanna draw my eye. HAHA! I don't know how. But somehow wanna try. :D
Tmr i try k. =x

Die. I am getting so bloody vain. Damnit.
My mom say i so damn vain now.
Then i answered her, "Of course now vain la. Then wait till you 30+, 40 then vain meh!" HAHAHA! Then she keep quiet. :D

I crossed all the lines and I broke all the rules
But baby I broke them all for you
Because even when I was flat broke
You made me feel like a million bucks
You see the smile that's on my mouth
It's hiding the words that don't come out

can't break through

2008-12-05T11:43:00.002+08:00

CLASS IS SO BORING!
Communication today. :/ So bored.
Why is time passing so slow? :/
Left with 15mins till breakout 2. (:

During breakout 1, lepaked with Stead, Nut and Legong. Legong help me put eyeliner. xD
Thanks Legong. Love you k! :D

Later, meeting Xiuying jie jie go to town. So long never had a proper meet up with her alr.
I wanna go home late late leh. But mommy sure scold me. ):
Argh. ):

Alright. I better listen.
I miss you JODIE! :D
But I don't like to msn you. Cause I wanna go sleep, she don't allow. NB.
XD
K LISTEN IN CLASS PLZZZZ!

you are a sweet talker.

2008-12-04T20:51:00.002+08:00

Photos time! (: But just a few okay. Cause very lazy to upload. And Weina wants my posts to be short and sweet. And hence, I will just post photos lor.

My Legong! Better keep my photo as your screen saver!

Time to meet the sanba! :D

I love you jie jie! :D

Na. Short post for you la. HAHA!

And finally, a great group photo. (:

And did I mention? My baby is back in Singapore! :D

Went to surprise him downstairs his block. ._. But surprise abit fail. Cause I forgot which block he is at and which floor he is at. ._. Should have did my homework before heading to his place. Marisa gave me this idea to go surprise him. :D But he did got a little surprised la. I hope. (:

Bought Jollibean for his whole family. (:

And NutNut went with me. Hee. Cause she have to meet her mom at Clementi at 7pm. So, same time just follow. Hoho. We talked so much. And I've enjoyed it luh. (:

And you! Can't wait to go out with you again. Nehnehgucci.

Nutnut, NehnehLV. HAHA!

K TOODLES.

wordy meh

2008-12-03T22:43:00.001+08:00

Some people say that my blog is so wordy. And she doesn't like to read it.
Fine lor. I tmr post photos only. ):
Not today. Cause I am so damn tired.
If I don't have to study for UT, I won't even on my lappy. -.-

Alright. Nights. :D

a beautiful mess

2008-12-03T10:42:00.002+08:00

Today is such a boring and lazy day. :/
Every wednesday also like that.
I wanted to skip school today. But heard stead's voice then I decided to wake up and come to school.
School is such a bore today. Only 15 people here. 3 groups.
Advantage is that we will finish early today.
And plus, Zue, Zakiah, Natasha didn't come to school today. And stead is meeting her bf for breakout one. So, seriously boring day. :/

And Eugene really powerful. Early morning bluff me. He say that faci said I will have to retake my module if I don't come. So I rushed to school and asked faci, "Faci! I have to retake my module?" She surprisely said, "NO?"
Omg stupid Eugene right. ):

K nvm. Later meeting Sanba excluding Jodie Lim Kah Yee.
So long never see them le.
This is the only time of day that I am looking forward to. (:

And I really really miss you. :/

let them dance.

2008-12-02T19:56:00.005+08:00

HI!
Evening
I had so much fun camwhoring yesterday.

Night
I had so much to talk to my han han last night and she has so much to talk to me too.
Whatever is your decision or choice, I will support you. (:
And I am happy that you let everything out yesterday. And, I am glad I've heard you. (:

Camwhoring session in the evening.
These are my favourites.

Don't judge a book by its cover.

Know the truth before stating anything.

Your words may kill.

And, I miss you so badly. Come back soon and go out with me. (:

quarantine my ass

2008-11-28T23:17:00.003+08:00

Quarantine is a stupid show. Waste money. But luckily not my money. But I still abit heart pain la. HAHA!
And today is see-my-friends-day-at-town-day. First, Natasha and her boyfriend. Same row, same cinema. Cool or what? She abit saddist one. Like those gore parts of the movie. Stupid Natasha. HAHA! Then next, saw my missing buddy! Jodie and Christina. I keep drinking Christina's drink. Nice what. ): HAHA! Miss you 2 so muchiesxz! Muackiexzxzx.
Then next, Eleanor, in the bus. HAHA! "Cassandra and Nigel?"
HAHA! Cool or what? But I never go drop by at cine to find my stead. HAHA!
And so ya. After the movie, we were all like, Omg stupid movie. Stupid movie. Waste my money. Stupid movie. But the movie was shocking la. I all the way covering my eyes. It is shocking but not scary. Nehnehnipoopoo.

We shall watch more movies when you are back kay?

And omg! My RJ! I nearly forgot to write. Nearly just go to bed like that. T.T
KBYE.

Even though you are scared, you still lend me your hands to protect me.
Hee I love you. (:

Untitled

2008-11-27T21:25:00.002+08:00

uiocyaonttktla(:

And happy thanksgiving. (:

Love me because I am me.

i love marisa.

2008-11-27T15:19:00.002+08:00

Today is a happy day but tomorrow is a happier day.
Quarantine is tomorrow and today is a slack day even though it is science. Hee!
After tomorrow is left with nine days to holidays. 3 weeks of holidays!
Super can't wait. Don't have to wake up early and don't have to do problem statements.

And Marisa is such a hungry ghost today. HAHA!
And that Zakiah and Natasha never go school. Nehenehpok ah you two. ):

And omg! Sunday going IT Fair at EXPO. Hehe!
Going with breast friend forever then we lomantic. HEHE!
You likey likey right! =p

Omg, must listen to 6p alr. So, BYE.

life is a beautiful lie.

2008-11-26T20:11:00.002+08:00

I really miss Jodie and Yihan so so so damn much. ):
How many weeks never meet already huh? ):
): Got so much things to say to you guys but no time to meet up. ):
I SO MISS YOU TWO.

And boyfriend just came home and have to go off again to M'sia.
Won't be spending anytime soon with him but will be waiting for your return alright? (:

And Natasha, better be early tmr hor. Don't always make me wait like one kuku bird. ):

you know what post.

2008-11-24T22:20:00.002+08:00

You know what?
Marisa is so so so cute! And that is why she is my bee bee. HAHA!

Today is so so fun. Go Vivo with Zue, Marisa and Natasha. (: We watched HSM3. Whoa, all of us haven't watch it yet. So just nice, go watch together. And you know what? I super love the show. I was so high throughout the show can. Cause my Zac is so so hot. Hotty hot pants. And Natasha was so nice. She lent me her jacket. Aw luh. So sweet hor you. Like first time. xD

And you know what?
HSM3 is like soooooo nice. HEHEHE! Me likey likey.
You likey likey too k?

And you know what?
I can't wait for IT show. Not because got show to watch k. xD Can buy my PHD!

And you know what is PHD?
HEHE! Wrong. It is not Doctorate. Cool right. Next time I go study and get this Doctorate. xD
It is Portable Hard Disk.
xD So, yea. :D

And one last you-know-what.
I miss my boyfriend. :/ Come back quick k? ):

Okay luh. I go sleep. Toodles. (:

my balcony is like a jungle.

2008-11-23T21:34:00.002+08:00

I love them so so so much. (:

And,

I miss you so much. ):

you know i am a happy girl?

2008-11-23T17:42:00.002+08:00

I am a happy girl!
Mommy bought clothes for me. Hehe!
Happy not. HEHEHE!
Ya super happy!

Rawr

2008-11-21T21:19:00.003+08:00

See that bully? Hahaha!
School was fun today. Stupid Natasha was being lamb for the whole day. Maggi mee! :D
Was late for school again! Every friday also late. Die ah.
Met up with Natasha, go school together. She waited for me half an hour. ): Sorry luh. Love you kay!
Then went for breakfast. Had Taiwan delights then go to class. :D
Group with Eugene. Can die. Always bully us. ):

Okay luh. Toodles!

don't be like marisa, immalazybum.com

2008-11-18T21:28:00.003+08:00

Okay, since I am tagged. Here goes.

The Rules And Regulations Of Tag:

Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about themselves.
People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts, as well as state this rule clearly.
At the end, you need to choose 10people to be tagged and list their names.
No tag back.

10 Weird Things/Habits/Little Known Facts About Me:

I can’t shit when there are noises. Even little sounds interrupt me.
I love to watch cooking shows.
I don’t dare to watch horror shows by myself but I love horror shows.
I don’t like people giving me this expression. -.- It pisses me off.
Whenever I am in love with a show, (for e.g. Grey’s Anatomy) I would want to be that occupation in the future. (For e.g. Doctor)
I can sing for an entire day.
I am curious about sex.
I don’t like to be a follower.
I want to kidnap my neighbour’s kid.
When I do work or study, I'll talk to myself.

10 Lucky People To Be Tagged:

Amanda
Zue
Zakiah
Marisa (I doubt you would do cause you are (enter Marisa’s blog url here)
Natasha
Jodie (If you are free! :D)
Huiling
Weina
Alvin
Xiuying

I am not beautiful

2008-11-18T20:19:00.002+08:00

Ooh, it is so so small.

Kaixin - Even how ugly you are, you will be pretty if you got money.
Yea, I am an ugly kid.

PS: Any job lobangs? Tell me!

my blog is gonna be a wordy blog without photos.

2008-11-16T23:18:00.002+08:00

):
No wordy blog okay!

But I shall just post one photo because very lazy to combine then post here again. So, here!

Without her in school, webcamming with me, will be a torture. (:

Wo ai ni o!

i can't find answers for you but, i could try.

2008-11-16T22:54:00.005+08:00

Fears.
We all have fears.
Fear of dying.
Fear of bugs.
Fear of failing a test.
Fear of losing a friend.
And,
Fear of losing the one you love.

You can’t just let your fears overtake you. Overtake them. Talk is cheap but you could try. Trying doesn’t mean you will succeed. It just shows that you are willing to give it a go. Rather than just sit there and wait for the fear to just go away automatically. Stop killing yourself and the ones around you just because you don’t want to try.

I just can’t sit there and not talk. It is just not me.

I talk because I care. And not because I have nothing else to do.