MESSY ROOM!

argh. my room is in a very big mess! when i looked at my bed, all i see is worksheets and more worksheets. i can't get to lie on my bed anymore! ): LOL!
it is super messy! T.T my bed can be my table. ):
after o levels. i will do a super big spring cleaning! HOHO! clean room for me in the future! :D

tomorrow's Chinese o levels oral for me. i am so nervous and yet, not doing anything to ease my nervousness. but, i did listen to the oral thing. for like 3hours. -.-
but the rest of the time, television. -.-
die. i can't believe i am taking my o levels this year. people are all mugging now. and yet, i am still watching my television. and not doing any work. i can't believe this. -.-
all i do is play play play. -.- i feel so shit now. every single day, i am feeling nervous, thinking of the day when i get my results. crying.
not for joy. but for disappointment.
and yet, i am not doing anything to make it change. thinking that its like n levels. but no, hell no. it won't be like n levels anymore.
wake up Cassandra! -.- wake up. =/
i really hope something or someone can motivate me to study and really do well for my studies. i don't want to regret on that day, when i get my results. i really don't. ): i have already regretted once. and trust me, it suck. ): sigh. =/

i hate this feeling. =/
i really do. =/

okay. stop here.
): goodbye. ):