chinese madness

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"my suayest day have yet to come." Jodie said this to me.

ANYWAY
today, is the release of GCE Chinese O Levels results.
okay. i was damn disappointed, once again
c6
but mrs tan said, "eh good what! you passed! don't retake! concentrate on other subjects!"
i think my Chinese standard is lousy.
even my Chinese teacher asked me not to retake.
i guess, i shouldn't.
i know its stupid not to retake. my orals got merit. ( the examiners are superly lenient.)
i should retake.
but i guess, i shouldn't waste time on Chinese anymore. it's time to buck up on my other subjects.
which are all that lousy.
i am starting to panic. so many things not done yet. mock papers, practices, worksheets piling up.
i don't know whether i could pull through.
=/
sigh.