sad sad days

sigh. it is my worst week of my whole entire life.

first is O Levels results.
second is my wallet was pickpocketed.

:/ please people, don't ask me about my results anymore.
i did badly. so, don't let me sad anymore alright? :/
i don't wish to avoid anymore. i have to face. :/
i am just disappointed in myself. and disappointed a few people. i am sorry.
so, yea. monday is the last day of submitting the JAE form. and i haven't decide.
:/
be realistic my dear. but, i can't. not that i can't. i don't want to get into the course i hate. i don't want to dread every minute of it. i want to enjoy my job when i grow older, and out to the working society. i can't bring myself to like it now, why will i like it next time? and i've chose NP, SP and TP as my choices. i know, TP is the other end of Singapore. but they offer quite good courses. NP, nearest. but still, have to see. SP, not bad.
so, yea. if i choose to retake a few subjects, i'll do my best for it. :/
motivate me okay?
hmm, and again, i don't want to go to the course i don't like. i would rather work hard and go to the one i love than to just go to poly, and then regret my whole life. so yea.

the second suay-est thing that happened to me after the day of doom is my wallet was pickpocketed. huiqi and me were walking from outram to raffles and then i was really thirsty, so we stopped at lau pat sat to have a drink. and to my shockingness (hahahahaha! omg), i looked at my backpack, omg! the zip was opened! if you say, "maybe you wanted to put in, but it slipped out then you forget to zip?" no. i always open and close it. i don't, open. then leave it open like that. no, i won't. :/ then huiqi suggested we trace back. but still, no luck. :/ so, we asked around for the police post. cause mommy want me to report. then, asked, till we walked to clarke quay! omg.

OUTRAM --> RAFFLES PLACE --> OUTRAM --> RAFFLES PLACE --> CLARKE QUAY

): we were like, "isn't that The Central?" then we whoa. walked so much.
and thank you ah qi, accompanying me here and there, thru and fro so much till my leg muscles hurt. :/
thank you sweetie! :D
haha as usual, we talked alot. so yea. quite okay la. but i didn't cry or feel sad. cause i've experienced worst. so yea. and i know, pay is coming in. ahha! and IC, have to re make. might have to pay $100. :/ and EZLINK too! i want to enjoy my student meals and cheat the bus uncle that i am still a student! ): and my atm card lo. and the pickpocketer sure can see my hideous face! ): on my ezlink card. ): i should have pasted neoprints on it man. :/

haha okay la. monday no work? rawr. stupid company.