I like company.

I am so bored everyday.
I can't find anything to do.
I don't have any objectives for the day anymore.
):
At home, I only watch Grey's Anatomy, TV, more Grey's Anatomy and play games.
Like wtf right.

And the only time I could talk to myself is when I blog. Cause nobody can judge me or say i am crazy. So, ya. I like to talk to myself. Talking to myself is good.

I am so so so bored. ):
I can't stand that I can't look forward to the day.
I need something to look forward to. But its too far away. ):
Argh.
I hate it that I don't have a job.
I hate it when I have nothing to do and start to stone.
I hate it when I have no money and I can't go out. ):
I hate it when we start to drift apart.
I kinda hate holidays.
But, I kinda love them too. ):

Tell me what to do please?
Someone, anyone. ):


At least, people with jobs can wake up and have something to look forward to. For example, the money they earn for the day. But for me, I can't. I AM SO DEPRESSED RIGHT NOW.
Someone just kill me, please. x_x
Okay, I just killed myself. See, x_x
DIED. x_x