I wanna grow up and be a responsible child

I am screaming my lungs out for this song.

Turn it up
Its five minutes to midnight
You're coming home with me tonight
I can't get enough
Shakin' me up
Turn it up
Alright, its five minutes to midnight
You'll see our name in city lights
We'll make the clock stop
Make your heart drop and come alive.

This song reminds me of the studying period for my O Levels.
I know. So dumb. I was studying for my Os in my hall, burning midnight oil, like 4am in the morning? And I was listening to this song and drinking red bull. (Don't really like the drink but I was told it gives me energy.) I kinda miss the old times. When teachers nag at us to study, when we are struggling to hand up late assignments and when we are being yelled at in the chemistry lab. It was all fun.
Old times, good old times.

PS: This part right here, i will be talking to myself. So, if you are not interested, please skip. :D
But we are all grown up now.
Responsibilities pouring in. Bigger projects to attend to.
Sometimes I wonder, in the future, how can i be a good mom?
I think sleeping is really important to me. And i can even sleep from 4am to 4pm.
And I think, nowadays, i have insomnia. I can't sleep till 4am.
It happened last last night. I was doing my practice for my ftt. Then after that, i went to bed. And the last 2 hours, literally 2 hours, i have been dreaming of the ftt questions. I went to sleep at around 12am. And then when i woke up, it was 2am. My whole head is about ftt. OMG!! I have to take like a sleeping pill to make me go to bed. :( But still, 4am then sleep. Am i dying?
Alright. Enough of talking-to-myself session.